There is "love",
there is "being in love",
an these two are not the SAME.
Monday, September 17, 2007
I have not update the blog for weeks. So ya, here I am. The school new semester is going to start next Monday. I have been relaxing at home for the past one month. To be more detail, I went for kayaking three star course on the first day of the holiday. It surppose to be a four day course but I turn up for only three days. Due to the harsh weather the past few days, I came down with a fever. It keeps on raining, during lunch time we were all wet and walked to beach road. I was shivering, have to get something real hot to eat. The heavy rain did not stop or show any sign of it getting lighter even after our lunch. So we waited, in order not to waste too much time, we went back to the beach in the rain.
Third day of the course, we went for a expedition to the merlion. It was the first time I kayak all the way out to esplanade. It was kind of a new experience for me or for some of us. I did not go for the last day of the course, i got a fever. Ya, I think I am weak.......
I am glad that i recover fast, as I am able to meet my friends and teacher on TEACHERS' DAY. We met her at clarke quay "The Minds cafe". It is a good place for gathering and games. We all had a great time and enjoyed ourselves.
Then the following week, I was busy with sea competition and senior spec course. I was king of disappointed as my unit did not do well this year. is it that we did not train the cadets well or theres other reasons? I am still trying to figure it out. I saw the standards of the cadets from diff districts. I can say that some are better then the sea cadets, while some cant even sedia properly and yet the passed the course. Sometimes I really don like the way HQ or some district works. How can a senior spec who cant even sedia to teach the other cadets ? What would the cadets think and how will they look at the "senior spec"? He cant set a basic standards and how can the other cadets learn from him? Well, no matter what, it will not be my problem anymore.
Got back my results for this semester, I did not do well. So ya, I think I better drop the idea of going to BDC and should concentrate on my studies. That will be all for now.