There is "love",
there is "being in love",
an these two are not the SAME.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
I seriously had enough of all this crap and nosense that you guys have given. Why cant we just stay together happily, enjoy ourselves together happily?????? Don you find it tiring to keep on thinking of all this "problems" which have never exists. I am really very tired..... Could you not make things complicated ???? This has never come across our mind before.When have you guys become so sensitive????
Sometimes I feel that you guys are really childish loh..... Is like wat primary sch kids playing " I friend u then the next moment... I don want to friend u le...." Come on lah we are already youth or young adults le loh.... And that it looks like we all are floating apart..... Did you guys notice that ???? we are no longer as close as before le.... There are like always a barrier between us.... I also don know why.... don ask me... I just feel it this way.
I SERIOUSLY HOPE THAT WE CAN GET BACK TO WAT WE USED TO BE IN SEC SCH...... CAN THIS COME TRUE ?????
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Wow.... I have not blogged for one month plus le.... Time flies man.... haven been busy with my common test and the PPCDL theory test. Finally the test is over... but I am not really satisfied with my result.... especially my ECCT only got a B. Hai..... Should really study harder le.
Yesterday hve just taken my PPCDL theory test.... out of my surprise I actually PASS..... Hahaha I was so happy... but it is just a border line pass but better then nothing right.... Thought of taking my practical test leh..... cos the rest will only be taking the retest next year.... still must wait so long.... ai yo.... There are so many things to be done but I cant really focus on all the things.... or I should rather said that I cant commit to so many things at a time.... Have been thinking through many unsolved questions...... but still not having any answer to them yet.... sometimes I do feel that I am really useless... I don know why......
Many things have happened in the past few months.... or should I say nothing really happened.... I think I sound abit of contradicting about wat I said..... I really don know wat to do or in fact should I even do anything about it..... I am getting restless about this... I really am..... I have always been asking myself this " Should all this have ever started in the first place? " I am really tired..... It should not even end just like this...... it will not be fair..... but wat can I do???? I feel that we are drifting further and further away from each other.... can it be help???? I don know..... some of the things that you asked me, I really don knw how to answer... I tried to search for it... but things did not really went smoothly. In fact it got worse...... I think you would have notice that I have been avoiding you..... sometimes I don mean it but there are times that I really am.....For now I do not know wat I can do but I am really SORRY....... Hope that you will understand how I feel.......