There is "love",
there is "being in love",
an these two are not the SAME.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
I knew that I should not be writing all this now...... but this is the only place where I can voice out all that I feel without being interupt by anyone. So you all can just treat this as rubbish or treat it that youhave not read this before.
When people are all talking about you, I don really feel good. I seriously don like this feeling. Like what some of you say, this feeling will slowly fade off. I will try to control my feelings and expression whenever I see you guys. Some say it is jaut a matter of time to face this problem ever since the day or moment that I have made this decision. I am nt good at my words, so I will feel it difficult to talk to someone face to face...... So forget about it.
How I wish that I do not know about it. So that I would not be in this state now...... but who to blame???? Thats myself....... Some of you might think that I am just jealous of them........ but no.... I really feel sad and hurt..... I do not have this feeling before..... so for this moment just try not to ask me about this ok??? I will control and not show this feeling to you guys...... I think that you guys might just need to give me some time to calm down and try to get things over..... So for the mean time you guys might just have to tolerate some of my nosense..... So just pardon me.....
[9:44 AM]
i'm just barking mad ;)
Woof!
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Have not been updating my blog..... I was kind of lazy.... hahah tats me..... a lazy pig...... Oh ya almost forgot about it..... HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!! This chinese new year have been quite boring for me...... First day of new year I stayed at home the whole day. My aunt came and visit us..... but it was kind of boring cos the adults just keep talking among themselves. As I have not see my cousins for a long time so I do not know what to say. So in the end we end up sitting on the sofa and watching tv.
Second day. I went to my god ma house. Again I spend the whole day there watching tv ......... Then today is the third day....... Peggy, Clarence, Chin woo and Yi zhou come to my house today. We were watching tv and playing cards at the same time. Should say that we gamble and watch tv at the same time...... I have not gamble for a long time and I don like that ...... but nvm lah..... as long as all of us are happy .......
Then we went to Marina square for a movie-Norbit. It was so funny and disgusting...... but before that we went to carls junior for our dinner...... It is the first time that peggy eats this..... We even took a photo of all our burger..... They were all so huge...... After the movie, we walked back to the mrt station. something happened....... I was not very happy about it...... I should knew that this would happen since the day that I came to make this decision...... but I just cant control it....... Sorry
i think that tmr is going to a fun day..... Going to Peggy 's house then to clarence one. Hahaha should be enjoying myself........... Was looking forward to sat as will be able to drive the boat with my liscene and will aslo be going to Mrs koh house for gathering........
[8:54 AM]
i'm just barking mad ;)
Woof!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
FINALLY!!!! EXAMS ARE OVER........... Its time to enjoy...... It has been such a long time that I have not update my blog.... Have been preparing for my exams. Hope that I could do well in the exams.
Actually got nothing to write leh............. But there is something that I want to say.............. I finally got my FIRST LICENCE in my life...... That is the POWER PLEASURE CRAFT DRIVING LICENCE (PPCDL). It took me a long time to get this and have spend a few hundred dollars for this. I think it is quite worth it. I think that all the things around me have been changing. hope that it is going to be a good one. But I am wrong.... its not........ some might be good but some are bad....... I do not want this to happen .........