There is "love",
there is "being in love",
an these two are not the SAME.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
I knew that I should not be writing all this now...... but this is the only place where I can voice out all that I feel without being interupt by anyone. So you all can just treat this as rubbish or treat it that youhave not read this before.
When people are all talking about you, I don really feel good. I seriously don like this feeling. Like what some of you say, this feeling will slowly fade off. I will try to control my feelings and expression whenever I see you guys. Some say it is jaut a matter of time to face this problem ever since the day or moment that I have made this decision. I am nt good at my words, so I will feel it difficult to talk to someone face to face...... So forget about it.
How I wish that I do not know about it. So that I would not be in this state now...... but who to blame???? Thats myself....... Some of you might think that I am just jealous of them........ but no.... I really feel sad and hurt..... I do not have this feeling before..... so for this moment just try not to ask me about this ok??? I will control and not show this feeling to you guys...... I think that you guys might just need to give me some time to calm down and try to get things over..... So for the mean time you guys might just have to tolerate some of my nosense..... So just pardon me.....
